Do I have them when they are nowhere? As I lay down weakly on my bed waiting for a cheer up word, wanting for an inspiring tale. The quest worn and bitter hang on and like cancer spread, why are they nowhere while I am here?Ah, the vast street is empty. Nobody’s coming, somewhere else they company. Not with me, but someone else ’s maybe. While I fight for life their absence made me think twice: When are they really with me?
When I was out of work and very sick, I felt like everyone has left me for good. It seemed like nobody understood me. But it was when nobody came to comfort me, no one called and no one texted how I was going on that Jesus ran to me. This was the story…
One midnight I was in great pain bought by the side effect of my chemotherapy. My bones seemed to crush that I could harldy lie on bed. As tears kept rolling on my cheeks, the Crucifixion of Jesus Christ came into full view, I cried to Him, “Lord, we’re both in pain and it is very good of you to let me realize that in my situation right now I share with you a drop of what you have gone through as you hang on the cross.. I offer to you my difficulties for the reparation of sins; of my sins and of mankind. Yet Lord, while you were hanging on the cross, you have your mother and John to comfort you. I feel so alone. You took my mother years ago and right now, I dont want to to rouse my sister from her deep slumber.” Then He said to me, ” That’s true Fe. Nobody there feels what you feel. Your mother is not around , nobody sees you but I am here with you. Am I not enough?” What He said, put me to rest.
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I am an educator at the same time a constant learner of life, a breast cancer survivor and a happy child of God.
Blogwalking…Nice blog. keep it up. I’ll be back soon.
pwde po mgamot ng mga prutas at gulay ang may berast poblem na nde xa da2an sa radiation or chemotherapy?
pwde po mgamot ng mga prutas at gulay ang may berast poblem na nde xa da2an sa radiation or chemotherapy?
pwde po mgamot ng mga prutas at gulay ang may berast poblem na nde xa da2an sa radiation or chemotherapy?
i’m a stage 2b cervical cancer patient, i already underwent radiation & chemotheraphy sessions currently raising fund for brachytherapy. prior to chemo & radiation my tumor’s size is 7.8cm after the treatment it’s size was reduced to 3cm. I’m positive i will be completely healed after brachytherapy. I believe we can combat & eliminate the cancer cells through faith in the Lord,prayers, positive outlook, happy disposition, proper treatment & an open mind. Our path is not easy. But we have to be strong & we must not lose hope. I’m not a religious person but i do pray & i know that we’re not alone because our God is with us. Shine! Smile! Be happy! God loves us! keep praying!
Are you givint lemongrass a try? Most importantly, never fail to give her love and support. Pray, pray, pray.. God bless you
My wife breast CA has spread to the brain and I am looking any meds that can cure it as doctor take away our hope. would the lemongrass address it though what my wife has right now is more than brain cancer?
oh…i have sumting to share about that lemon grass,we’re going to make a candy from it to relieve or as a cough remedy…
Hello Brandy & Clair
take extra care always. God bless us
Hi Bran,
Take care always…
hello miss highspirit! how was your christmas? 2010 is fast approaching and let me greet you a bountiful NEW YEAR. i hope and pray that Lord will give you all the blessings you deserve. God bless! 
Wow! we had lot of those in our community…
are there no new news about lemongrass and and cancer? this has been the same rehashed research for ther last many years, are there no new reaserch findings about lemon grass?wats the side effects? nobody seem to have said that!
More information about lemon grass and malunggay etc so check this site next week. God bless us all.
hi every body. we have a lot of lemon grass. please e-mail me if you need a bunch. may God, Christ Jesus, the One True Living God Most High. Amen.
Hi, Thank you for the information about lemon grass. Pwede ko ba magamit to? I’am a muscular dystrophy patient…my case i a rare case to and i’m researching a medicine to improve and could heal me. Could please assist me I guess your God send. I’m inspired by your faith I too believe that God who made our body knows how to heal us. I’m still hoping for my cure… Mind you I’m inspired by you…God Bless you.
hello…….highspirit..how are you? hope everything is fine.. i was diagnosed with breast ca last june 21, 2008. thanks to god…… i’m already 8 months surviving….
god bless us all….
hi! where is kahayag center in cebu?thanks
For Kurt: God is good! This disease may affect us physically but dont let it kill your spirit. YOU are in my prayers. Take care. I eat veggies daily, particularly malunggay with lemon grass. Take care.
